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To Disclose or Not to Disclose, That Was My Question

To Disclose or Not to Disclose, That Was My Question

To disclose or not to disclose, that was my question. A few months ago, for the first time in 27 years, I publicly disclosed I live with bipolar disorder in an article for a business magazine. I held my breath and took the risk as a…

How I Combat Episodes of Mania and Depression

How I Combat Episodes of Mania and Depression

Living with bipolar disorder has been a journey of challenges, revelations, and profound personal growth. After my initial manic episode, I struggled to trust myself; every emotion felt like a potential warning sign. Over time, I realized…

Self-Acceptance After Experiencing Depressive Psychosis

Self-Acceptance After Experiencing Depressive Psychosis

I was eighteen when the depressive episode I was experiencing evolved into psychosis. I cycled between hypomania and depression throughout my adolescent years. Unfortunately I was misdiagnosed and only being treated…

My Experience in a Sober Living Home

My Experience in a Sober Living Home

Struggling with drug addiction and bipolar disorder is a beast. Getting sober is one thing, but getting fully stable is another. It is often a vicious cycle. Before I stabilized and got sober – I was having mood episodes…

Bipolar Disorder and My Chronic Job Hopping

Bipolar Disorder and My Chronic Job Hopping

With an oft-labeled useless bachelors in English Literature, panic set in after college. I spent cumulative days on Indeed, scrolling through postings for receptionists and call center operators and teachers—I was…

You’d Be Surprised at What You Can Accomplish

You’d Be Surprised at What You Can Accomplish

Life with bipolar disorder has been filled with highs and lows, and even when I’d managed my symptoms, I found myself facing a deeper struggle—a lingering distrust of the stable version of myself. The manic episodes had cast shadows…

Remember the Invisible Wounds of War

Remember the Invisible Wounds of War

Ten years ago, I received a call on a Friday afternoon from my 4-star boss’s aide. He said, “The Chairman [of the Joint Chiefs of Staff] wants to see you on Monday morning at 1000 hours in his office at the Pentagon…

Dealing with Hypomania Through Metaphors

Dealing with Hypomania Through Metaphors

I like to use metaphors with my patients. I think it helps translate some of the raw technical medical knowledge and helps draw parallels. Let’s talk about the sea to address the topic of mania in the context of bipolar disorder…

How I Cope with My Dark Thoughts

How I Cope with My Dark Thoughts

On a clear midnight sky there are stars twinkling and the moon shines bright in the vast expanse. It is dark but not black. However, in a severe depressive episode, unlike the midnight sky, there are no stars or no moon…

My Pros and Cons of Group Therapy

My Pros and Cons of Group Therapy

At the suggestion of my current therapist, I decided to try group therapy. His suggestion was based that while I saw him once a month for check-ins, a regular meeting with my peers could be helpful if I was not in crisis…

What I Turn to in Times of Need

What I Turn to in Times of Need

The word “psalm” comes from the Greek word meaning “song accompanied by a harp.” The Psalms, known collectively as the Psalter, were written more than three thousand years ago, and they have been…

Addressing Bipolar Disorder Together

Addressing Bipolar Disorder Together

A couple months ago, my entire life changed. I left my life as I knew it behind and started my new chapter pursuing my Master’s in Art Therapy. This career path has been my dream since I was a teenager…

Mental Illness Awareness Week

Mental Illness Awareness Week

Millions of people worldwide are affected by mental illness, impacting not only those who experience them but also their families, friends, and coworkers. During the first week of October…

Raising a Family While Living With Bipolar Disorder

Raising a Family While Living With Bipolar Disorder

Raising children is accompanied by an abundance of emotions. Anywhere from excitement, love and joy, to the less talked about, sadness, exhaustion and loneliness. Parenting does not come without its challenges. From conception or adoption…

Falling – And Getting Back Up

Falling – And Getting Back Up

Depending on my mood state, my sense of self worth can change drastically.While manic, I feel a larger than life sense of purpose. It often feels justified after extended depressive episodes because it feels like my brain needs to…

Self-Esteem & Bipolar

Self-Esteem & Bipolar

Depending on my mood state, my sense of self worth can change drastically.While manic, I feel a larger than life sense of purpose. It often feels justified after extended depressive episodes because it feels like my brain needs to…

Gaining Hope From Faith

Gaining Hope From Faith

It is not always easy to have faith when living with bipolar disorder.  At times, it seems belief in a loving God or Higher Power is almost impossible. Yet, faith has sustained me during times when it seemed that…

International Travel & Bipolar Disorder

International Travel & Bipolar Disorder

Travelling for leisure is an important part of my life but it has come with challenges that I have had to navigate through in order to enjoy my experience. My family plans for our longest vacation…

Life After My Hospitalization

Life After My Hospitalization

After being discharged from the hospital, I often felt lost and disconnected from the outside world. Conversations with others felt awkward and disjointed, leaving me confused about what had happened. Hitting rock bottom…

Channeling My Bipolar Symptoms

Channeling My Bipolar Symptoms

I channel my grandiosity with creative pursuits so I can pause the pressure I put on myself with allowable goal oriented thinking and behavior. I’ve learned over time these pursuits don’t have to be a means to an end. Although having a finished product can give me…

How Yoga Has Helped Me Manage Bipolar Disorder

How Yoga Has Helped Me Manage Bipolar Disorder

Growing up I was never into exercise. I was that kid that didn’t do well in gym class and did everything to not have to run. So you can imagine my dismay, when fast forward to varsity, my therapist told me I should exercise more…

Making Therapy Our Own: How I Get the Most Out of it

Making Therapy Our Own: How I Get the Most Out of it

When I started out in therapy, there was a detachment from my weekly sessions to my everyday life outside of treatment; I was unable to make the connection to my life outside of session. When home does not feel safe, we may lean on maladaptive skills such as an eating disorder, self-harm, or drug-use to cope. It makes so much sense that we are looking…

The Link Between My Childhood Trauma and Bipolar Disorder

The Link Between My Childhood Trauma and Bipolar Disorder

Majority of people living with bipolar disorder would agree that one of the most daunting experiences is inpatient treatment. For many psych patients, including myself, inpatient treatment is viewed as a punishment or failure…

10 Things to Know About Inpatient Psych Treatment

10 Things to Know About Inpatient Psych Treatment

Majority of people living with bipolar disorder would agree that one of the most daunting experiences is inpatient treatment. For many psych patients, including myself, inpatient treatment is viewed as a punishment or failure…

How Bipolar Has Impacted My Worldview

How Bipolar Has Impacted My Worldview

When symptomatic, bipolar illness can be all consuming. During manic episodes, I have overwhelming feelings of euphoria, grandiosity and extreme irritability.  When I’m depressed, it feels like my life…

How Unbalanced Hormones Worsened My Bipolar Symptoms

How Unbalanced Hormones Worsened My Bipolar Symptoms

I was fourteen when an ovarian tumour was discovered on my left ovary. I had been menstruating for just over a year when the diagnosis was made. The large tumor was removed along with the majority of the small organ. A minimal amount of unaffected…

Why Therapy is Integral for Me

Why Therapy is Integral for Me

There was a time when I believed therapy was simply a means to an end. If I spoke with someone about my problems, I was there for solutions to eventually conclude the sessions. My views have changed over the years. Therapy is now an integral part of my holistic treatment plan, an ongoing and crucial part of my recovery…

Self-Care vs. Self-Love

Self-Care vs. Self-Love

Two phrases you see everywhere: self care and self love. But what do they actually mean? What is their relationship with mental health and mental illness, more specifically with bipolar disorder? I often ask myself…

A Light Upon Allies: The Importance of Safe Spaces

A Light Upon Allies: The Importance of Safe Spaces

In my late twenties, I have grown to be very fond of carving out safe spaces of community; safe spaces are an important part of my identity. The people who support me mirror my brave heart and vast authenticity. Feeling wholly supported today, I feel confident in…

Maternal Mental Health Month

Maternal Mental Health Month

Maternal Mental Health Month is celebrated each May to raise awareness about parents’ mental well-being before, during, and after pregnancy. Celebrating this month can mean acknowledging…

Creativity as My Outlet

Creativity as My Outlet

Creativity has always been an impactful outlet for me. For a long time, I’d struggle expressing myself, I’d doubt my creative abilities, or question whether I would even consider myself creative at all…

The Impact of Bipolar on Relationships

The Impact of Bipolar on Relationships

It’s no secret that if left untreated, bipolar illness can have a devastating impact on relationships. So when symptoms take over, it’s crucial to start looking at the triggers that lead to a change in thinking and behavior…

Therapy Saved and Changed My Life

Therapy Saved and Changed My Life

After being diagnosed with bipolar disorder, there were many emotions that ran through me immediately, and for a long time thereafter. Among these feelings…

My Experience with Mania

My Experience with Mania

My first manic episode was about 4 years ago, and now I understand that before that I also had long periods of depression. I can say that experiencing mania was a really tough time. I was hospitalized 4 times, basically once every year, without the doctors totally understanding…

Pets and Mental Health – A True Companion

Pets and Mental Health – A True Companion

Buster was the only puppy in his litter. A runt, they said. He was the perfect mix of Pomeranian, Poodle, Jack Russell terrier, and Chihuahua. A stout, white body with large brown spots…

Allowing Myself to Own My Experiences

Allowing Myself to Own My Experiences

For months I have been contemplating this. It was not so much about sharing my experience with this lifelong rollercoaster I’ve been handed at quite a young age; But more so about if my experience…

To Medicate or Not to Medicate? My Personal Experience

To Medicate or Not to Medicate? My Personal Experience

I have bipolar 2 disorder. I have attempted to treat my bipolar both medicated and unmedicated. The ending result was drastically different, as was the quality of my life. When I was first diagnosed with bipolar…

Choosing Life Over Addiction with Bipolar Disorder

Choosing Life Over Addiction with Bipolar Disorder

Thinking I may be dead because too many things in life are connecting perfectly, and way too often, was a sure sign that I was in the throes of a manic episode. Sleeping 2-4 hours a night was all I needed…

Balancing Work, School, and Bipolar Disorder

Balancing Work, School, and Bipolar Disorder

When I look back over the course of my mental health condition, I can see patterns that while clear to me now, where elusive to me at the time. One of them is that consistent, part-time work…

Calming the Bipolar Waves: From a Psychiatrist’s Point of View

Calming the Bipolar Waves: From a Psychiatrist’s Point of View

My biggest challenge in triathlon is the swimming part. It’s not easy to swim 2km in the sea, especially when the waves are big. Things flow better when the sea is calmer and has ripples. That seems to be what happened to me months after starting treatment for bipolar disorder…

Parenting and Bipolar Disorder

Parenting and Bipolar Disorder

Caring for a child comes with many responsibilities. Being emotionally and mentally stable is essential when teaching a little human the ropes to this complex life. It requires immense amounts of patience…

Identifying and Processing Bipolar Emotions

Identifying and Processing Bipolar Emotions

Before I committed myself to understanding the underlining emotions characteristic of bipolar, I’d often osilate between extreme irritability, and a kind of manic frenzy jumping from one task…

My 5 Positives of Bipolar

My 5 Positives of Bipolar

Many years after my initial diagnosis, a simple question popped in my head that would fundamentally change the way I look at my mental illness. I asked, “What would happen if I embraced bipolar instead of constantly looking at it as something I had to deal with?” …

Welcoming Mania After Depression? My Experience

Welcoming Mania After Depression? My Experience

To understand the appeal of Hypomania/mania, you must understand the dread of depression. Bipolar depression is much more than occasional bouts of the blues. It can feel as though you are stuck in the deepest parts of your brain while your body moves through the world on autopilot…

The Nails (and Medals) of a World Champion Brazilian swimmer

The Nails (and Medals) of a World Champion Brazilian swimmer

Felipe abandoned training, got out of the pool and went to the shower. His head didn’t stop. Thoughts were racing. The restless mind. Inattention harmed the strokes. Irritability disrupted his rhythm of breathing. How can you balance the intense training of a professional athlete…

Disclosing Bipolar Disorder

Disclosing Bipolar Disorder

I am extremely lucky. On the day that I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, I knew I had at least 5 calls to make, receiving nothing but empathy and support on the other end of the phone. Beyond that though…

The Complexity and Potentials of Recovery

The Complexity and Potentials of Recovery

Recovery is not linear. Recovery is not easy. Recovery is the only option. There are so many stages and variables in the journey of recovery from bipolar illness that it is vital for the person on this road to take one day at a time. In serious bipolar depression…

The “Little Things” Before Symptoms

The “Little Things” Before Symptoms

It’s the Little Things. Big shifts in our lives can derail us from progress in managing bipolar, but it’s crucial we often look at the little things as well that may cause our symptoms to take over. Are we ignoring the need to eat food or so overwhelmed by the idea that we start skipping meals?

Finding Hope Through Challenges

Finding Hope Through Challenges

I wanted to start by saying, this road isn’t easy. I forced myself into thinking it would be fine and I would be fine, but many times I’m not…

Sleep’s Effect on Bipolar Disorder

Sleep’s Effect on Bipolar Disorder

Author: Sam Bowman

The sleep-wake cycle is an important factor in overall health. The quality of sleep you are getting impacts several areas of your health, including heart function, circulation, metabolism, respiratory system, and immune system…

Bipolar and Cultivating Community

Bipolar and Cultivating Community

Author: Matthew Palmieri

After my initial diagnosis in 2014, like many, I felt deep shame. There was this nagging and persistent feeling that bipolar had put me behind somehow. That I had done something wrong to end up here and this was going to be…

Managing Anxiety with Schizoaffective Disorder

Managing Anxiety with Schizoaffective Disorder

Author: Liz Colvin

Being a caregiver is a huge responsibility. My adult daughter has survived the rigorous battle of finding the right medication for schizoaffective disorder with her medical provider. However, while managing the mental illness itself, one has to…

The History of Lithium: Who Ate the First Oyster?

The History of Lithium: Who Ate the First Oyster?

Author: Thiago Lopes Genaro

In the 1970s, at an FDA meeting, Gerald Klerman, at the time a professor of psychiatry at Harvard University’s medical school, advocated the use of lithium in episodes of mania, in bipolar disorder. He was then…

Handling Professional Conflicts With Bipolar Disorder

Handling Professional Conflicts With Bipolar Disorder

Author: Sam Bowman

Experiencing a professional conflict is never enjoyable. However, it is bound to happen from time to time. A staggering 85% of people experience workplace conflict to some degree. As someone…

Finding Comfort in Discomfort: Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu and Bipolar Disorder

Finding Comfort in Discomfort: Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu and Bipolar Disorder

Author: Thiago Lopes Genaro

In his book Breathe – a life in flow, Rickson Gracie, one of the biggest names in Jiu Jitsu and one of those responsible for bringing the sport to the United States, narrates a curious scene from his adolescence. Rickson tells of being involved, one afternoon, in a fight…

The Best of Intentions

The Best of Intentions

Author: Elizabeth Horner

Bipolar Disorder is a tricky illness, even when we think we have it mastered. Fine-tuning our medications, ensuring consistent sleep, eating well, therapy, and balancing stability at work and in our personal lives can feel like carefully setting up a complex Domino course and then praying that everything falls in its place. However, even with the best intensions…

When the Fog Lifts: Accepting Yourself

When the Fog Lifts: Accepting Yourself

Author: Matt Palmieri

One of the most challenging aspects of living with bipolar is the phase that follows an unfortunate period of heavily distorted thinking. No, I’m not the CEO anymore. Guess I can’t retire just yet…

Anger

Anger

Author: Paul English

I used to have anger in my teen years and 20s. I learned how to greatly diminish this through Buddhist teachers, from friends, and from personal mindfulness practice…

Workplace and Bipolar Disorder

Workplace and Bipolar Disorder

Author: Niki Castle

The stress of working in television.As kids, we were all asked what we wanted to be when we grew up. I changed my mind so many times. From cardiologist to artist and then an architect…

The Reality of Bipolar Disorder Treatment in Brazil

The Reality of Bipolar Disorder Treatment in Brazil

Author: Thiago Lopes Genar

Recently I was reading the Indian guideline for treatment of bipolar disorder (BD). It is from 2017. When you are a psychiatrist specializing in bipolar disorder, you read guidelines from many places around the world we have the Indian guideline (2017)…

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